Friday, April 17, 2009

Lamentations

I'm so bored with life. What is wrong with me? There's so many things I could be doing right now and yet I don't want to pursue any of them. I just want...I don't even know the answer to that. But I'm bored and tired and when I think about the next however many years I'm going to be alive (knock on wood), my mind just goes crazy. I guess I never noticed all this as much in the past because I was so heavily involved with alcohol and to a lesser extent drugs. Ah, the good old days.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

The end of dating

Had a drink with my final eHarmony connection tonight. Attractive, intelligent, but not so sure she was that interested. We shall see. Have no idea what the hell happened with the girl from Issaquah. Excellent first date then she disappears. Which sucks. Ah, but whatta ya gonna do?